कोरे काग़ज़

न नज्म न ही गज़ल,
बस हाल-ए-दिल बयां,
किया कोरे काग़ज़ पर,
दर्द, जख्म, एहसास, मोहब्बत,
बस जिन्दगानी का सफर,
तय किया कोरे काग़ज़ पर

वो एक याद

यादों की धुँध में,
धूप निकली नहीं है,
एक पल के लिए,
आहट सी हो रही है,
समुंदर की तरह,
नींद की दरीया में,
एक अजनबी से,
मुलाकात हो रही है,
चाँद तुम सो रहे हो,
या किस्मत की बात है,
उसके दिल में भी,
एक आरज़ू हो रही है

Nothing

Defination of Nothing:

Time doesn't wait for You or Me...
Days pass 'n year change,
You miss me...I miss you,
You moved away with Loved ones,

Your Life changes,
Friends change,
People change,

But your heart has
Those precious moments engraved in it,
If you want it or not,
They are always their,

Making you sad at Happy times
'n Happy at sad times....

You think about those Lovely
'n Happy days than Smile... :)

'n when somebody asks you the Reason For That SMILE.....
YOU JUST SAY…………"NOTHING"…!!

मैं इतना तो कर सकता हूँ

मैं इतना तो कर सकता हूँ ,
तुम से मोहब्बत तो कर सकता हूँ ,

इज़हार ना करूँ फ़िर भी ,
तुम से मोहब्बत तो कर सकता हूँ,

तुम नहीं , दिल में रखी तुम्हारी तस्वीर से ही ,
तुम से मोहब्बत तो कर सकता हूँ,

निगाहें मिले न मिले दूर से देख कर ही,
तुम से मोहब्बत तो कर सकता हूँ,

 मिले जब, तुम्हारी आँखों में डूब कर ही,
 तुम से मोहब्बत तो कर सकता हूँ,

तुम्हारी उन बातों में  खो कर ही,
तुम से मोहब्बत तो कर सकता हूँ,

हवा में बहती तुम्हारी उस खुसबू से ही ,
तुम से मोहब्बत तो कर सकता हूँ,

हक़ीक़त ना सही तुम्हें ख़्वाब में पा कर ही,
तुम से मोहब्बत तो कर सकता हूँ...!!

किसी दिन कोई कवि बन

एक कविता बना,
मुझे कोई मेहसूस करता,
जैसे एक कवि,
मोहब्बत को शब्दों से सजाता,

लिखे जो बातें मैंने ,
उसकी वो मोहब्बत की,
कोई  मुझे भी याद कर,
आँसुओं से  रूबरू करता,
किसी दिन कोई कवि बन ,
मुझे भी कविता बना लिख देता,

ओढ के  दर्द  की चादर,
सर्द रात में, कोई शमा पे,
मेरा जिक्र करता
किसी दिन कोई कवि बन ,
मुझे भी कविता बना लिख देता,

खुबसूरती  का एहसास ,
पलकों से कराता,
लबों पे इकरार,
मोहब्बत समझाता,
किसी दिन कोई कवि बन ,
मुझे भी कविता बना लिख देता,

बिताए पल वो,
यादों में समेटता,
हवा में पैगाम,
वो इश्क का देता,
किसी दिन कोई कवि बन ,
मुझे भी कविता बना लिख देता,

लिख देता वो,
मोहब्बत का किस्सा हमरा,
यूहीं कोफी पे,
मेरा इन्तज़ार करना,
किसी दिन कोई कवि बन ,
मुझे भी कविता बना लिख देता

अटका के निगाहें,
निगाहों में,
वो अपना हाल-ए-दिल कहता,
कर के इज़हार-ए-इश्क,
किसी दिन कोई कवि बन ,
मुझे भी कविता बना लिख देता

Judgemental World

Judge,
let them judge you,
for who you are,
they are there to only judge you,
whatever you do,
they will judge you.

The world is more or less is made only to Judge you,
let's not that make you change yourself,
you are beautiful in your own way,
no one is perfect in this world,
so are you.
Perfection is not to achieve,
perfection is what to look within,
if world would be so perfect,
I say people won't be crying for themselves.

Everyone is struggling.
Everyone is facing,
problems are made to make you,
problems aren't made to break you.

Remember, diamond and pebbles have the same quality,
but pressure is what makes the difference,
become the diamond with the flaw,
then the pebble with perfection,
and let the world Judge you.

Coz only true one will value the Diamond,
others will be busy collecting the pebbles.  

The drenched man

The drenched man,
with a wet shirt,
standing outside,
to feel the rain,
with every drop.
He is crying,
inside he is dying,
This world was cruel to him,
in rain he cried to avoid the pain,
a man cannot be emotional,
what the world tag,
just not to embrace,
he cry in rain,
Tell me what...
Is emotion what makes a man,
the heart which cries,
is strongest in the sense.

Everytime

Everytime I see you,
I ran out of my words,
yet everytime we were apart,
I had thousand thought to tell you,
I wonder how to hold the conversation,
When I see you,
Getting lost in those eyes and smile was only thing I do,
I thought of calling you,
your voice is what my heart wants to hear,
But again with racing heart,
I lost in the voice of yours,
Only in the silence I could speak to you,
Because baby I always ran out of words,
whenever I see you. 

How to decide what's in your heart,
where your words contradict,
the action you play,
Baby, you know what,
I can't make you feel important,
when your ignorance made me feel annoyed,
all I want is to hear those words,
only to make this relationship work,
I want to speak to you,
But I am afraid I might not disturb you,
I want to text you,
But baby, I search for reasons to speak to you,
How do I define what I feel for you,
Coz when I try to speak to you,
people stop me to reach you,
I wonder why people are jealous of us,
When I am stuck in between friendship and love for you,
When I don't speak to you,
I gather my words,
to design you in my words,
like I am speaking to you,
Today, you might not hear me,
but one day you'll read,
and understand what I meant to tell you,
but Baby, that day I might not be there to hear you.

अल्फाज़ छिपे कुछ किताबों में

अल्फाज़ से मैं ने खेलना छोड़ दिया, 

किताबों में मैं ने लिखना छोड़ दिया, 

प्यार लिखता था मैं किताब में, तुम्हारे लिए, 

तुम्हारे जाने से मै ने लिखना ही छोड़ दिया ।। 

कलम भी चलती नहीं, 

याद अब तुम्हारी सताती नहीं, 

लफ्ज़ बयान करता था मै,  

जो कभी होठो पे आए नहीं ।। 

अब जब मै लिखने बैठता हू, 

सोचता हू क्या लिखूँ, 

सवारता था तुम्हें शब्दों में, 

किसे सवारू जब साथ तुम नहीं ।। 

दर्द जो था वो बयान कर दिया, 

लिख कर ही तुमसे मै लड़ लिया, 

अब वजह भी नहीं है लड़ने की, 

आखिर तुमने भी तो हमारा साथ छोड़  दिया ।। 

तुम गए मेरी ज़िन्दगी से इस कदर, 

लिखना तो क्या हंसना  तक छोड़ दिया, 

हसी जो थी तुमसे मेरी, 

तुमने तो मेरी वो हसी ही छिन्न ली ।। 

किया हमने भी प्यार बेशुमार, 

शायद कमी कही हम में ही रह गयी होगी, 

नहीं तो छोड़ते ना तुम हमे यूँही, 

कही ना कही इस प्यार में कमी रह गयी होगी....!!

 

 जाना हि था , तो क़रीब क्यों हुए ,
जब आना हि था फिर से , तो दूर क्यों हुए,
 क्यों वक़्त बिताया हमारे साथ ,
जब ज़रूरत थी तुम्हें हमारी ,
उनकी अनुपस्थिति में ,
छोड़ दिया साथ उनके आते ही ,
गम न है , इस बात कि तुम चल दिए ,
दर्द तो इस बात है की ,
छोड़  दिया था हमने सब कुछ तुम्हारे लिए ,
तुम्हें अपना समझ के ||

मैं गुनाह ढूँढ़ता हूँ

नफरतों कि  इस  दुनिया  में,
चाह ढूँढ़ता हूँ ,
मैं आज भी मोहब्बत बेपनाह ढूँढ़ता हूँ॥


भटका मुसाफिर हूँ ,
एक यह मेरी  कहानी है ,
पहुंचा दे मंज़िल तक वो राह ढूँढ़ता हूँ ॥


निकाला गया हूँ इस तरह किसी के दिल से ,
हर किसी के दिल में, अब पनाह ढूँढ़ता हूँ ॥


लोंगो कि नज़र में नफ़रत के सिवा कुछ नहीं ,
जिसमें सिर्फ़ प्यार हो,
वह निग़ाह ढूंढता हूँ ॥


जानता हूँ कि  ये मुम्किन नहीँ ,
अपनी हर गज़ल में वाह-वाह ढूँढ़ता हूँ॥


अपनी कहानी का अंदाज़ की अलग है औरों से ,
सज़ा तो मिल चुकी, बस गुनाह ढूँढ़ता हूँ॥

Value of Every Relation

One poem which makes us think over and above every relation we are holding, just read and understand the depth of the words.

When I'll be dead.....,
Your tears will flow...,
But I won't know...
Cry for me now instead!!


You will send flowers...,
But I won't see...,
Send them now instead!!


You'll forget my faults...,
But I won't know...,
Forget them now instead!!


You'll miss me then...,
But I won't feel...,
Miss me now instead!!


You'll wish..,
You could have spent more time with me...,
Spend it now instead!!

In life, we never value the things we have until we lost them it is correctly said we never value things which we have coz we think we won't lose them but the day we lose them, the day the thing has left us, the day we realize the value and importance of that particular thing in our life. It might be small or it might be big...the most importantly the relations we hold be it with parents, sister-brothers, relatives, friends or any stranger you meet in your life, everyone has a role to play be it big or small. Certainly in our life sometimes we give too much importance to things that we forget that there are people who belong to you, they love you, probably you might mean everything to them, they are fighting for you every day, they are living for you, they make your dream as theirs. Do you believe that there are no accidents in life?? Everything happens for a reason. Every person we meet will have a role in our lives, be it big or be it small. Some will hate, betray and make us cry.To become stronger. Some will teach us lessons, not to change us, but for us to realize our mistakes and to help us grow and make us a better person. And some would simply inspire and love us to make us happy. In this race what we forget is we make our Ego so loud that we forget to care for those who cared for you, those who stand by you in every situation just to make sure that you are having everything that is required. Don't hurt those people in your life..!! Let us take a situation,

Yeah I Know You TEXTED or SEND a message To Someone TODAY But You Got NO REPLY Right? Message Got Delivered To That Person And Definately He or she Saw It but Didnt Reply.
When you log in on FACEBOOK you See Them Updating Status....When You See Them on WhatsApp YOU see THEM online..Then You wonder Who Are they texting. Why Cant
He or she Reply me?, You ask yourself what DID I do WRONG?. It HURTS so Much Being Ignored By That person You like or love With FULL Heart....But Did You Know They Are Facing same PROBLEM as YOU? They are BUSY chasing Those they LOVE or LIKE. They have also been texting and get no reply Just Like you? Yeah of course They Going Through The Same But We
Are Here Blaming each Other Over nothing STRESSING OVER nothing THINKING over someone who is busy Thinking over someone else.  We do not sustain what we have; yet, If you talk to anyone around, you will realize that strained relationship are the most common source of worry....!!!!

You never know while you were busy with other especially who never valued you, you'll loose one who always valued you and was always afraid to loose you. Don't be with, a person who decides to comeback be with one who never leaves you. The reason I am saying this is the person will never realize the value of yours in their life until you leave, the day you leave the person will realize the value and the person who never left you always knew your importance your value while you were busy chasing other... tring to bring back that person in your life, you didn't realize that there was one who valued you and you lost them. You'll realize the difference in value when both the person one whom you are chasing and other who is chasing you both has left your side. Sometimes you never know the true value of moment until it becames memories. Eventually, you begin to realize that life is too short and your powers to teach, influence or heal is limited. You finally accept that their emptiness, pain, dysfunction requires more than you have to give. You can't handle your whole life and soul to someone who doesn't even care about their own. Letting go is excruciating heartbreak; mourning the death of what once was. If you did someone let go, and you still have guilt, it's time to forgive yourself and begin to heal yourself. If it is a time to let someone go, for their sake, or for yours, then this may be confirmation, as the saying goes: "Dead people receive more flower than living people coz regret is stronger than gratitude.". 
 

Friendship

We all need someone
To talk to in our life,
A friend to whom we run
In times of stress or strife

A friend who's always there
Throughout the years,
A friend we know will care
And take away our fears.

A friend who's always near,
Waiting for our call,
To wipe away our tears,
And lift us when we fall.

A loving friend indeed,
On whom we can depend
To fulfill our every need -

Friends are who you need the most,
When times are not so right.
They come and go so frequently,
You hope you pick one right.

The right one listens with both ears,
And soothes your aching heart.
The right one never questions you,
When you seem to fall apart.

The friend for you is one who says,
"Be calm and let me help"
For there are some real bad days,
When life hits you below the belt.
 All friends are not forever,

They are few and far between,
But the few true friends you do find,
Will never, ever leave.

A friend is someone with whom, your thoughts,
dreams and secrets you can share.
And no matter what you say or do, you know
that they still care.

A friend is always ready to laugh 
with you when you are glad. 
But has shoulder for you to cry on
at those times when you are sad.

A friend always want the best for you
And they are not happy until you are too.

A friend is never jealous
of the things you may attain. 
And if you are the winner you will
not hear them complain.

A friend is a person who could spend everyday
with you, from beginning to end.

When you find someone like this they are more
than a friend they are a ...BEST FRIEND

The Special Bond that We Share

I can't give solutions to all of the life's problems, doubts, or fears. 
But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers.


I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain,
nor the future with its untold stories.
But I can be there now when you need me to care.


I can't keep your feet from stumbling.
I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall.


Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine;
Yet I can share in your laughter.


Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge;
I can only support you, encourage you,
and help you when you ask.


I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship,
                from your values, from me.
I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you.


I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you,
But I can give you the room to change, room to grow,
room to be yourself.


I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting,
But I can cry with you and help you pick up the pieces
and put them back in place.


I can't tell you who you are.
I can only love you and be your friend.

Life after death...

I was sleeping,
yet people were trying to get me ready with fine clothes,
with the love they were offering me bath,
I don't know which game was played inside my house,
like a small child I was being carried on the shoulders,
I was kept close to everyone,
yet everyone tried to forget me from their heart,
the one who never saw me,
yet they were pampering me,
Didn't knew why everyone was shocked,
while I was sleeping,
everybody tried to wake me up,
they were crying loudly,
so that I can hear them,
my soul got shattered looking at the place where I was being laid for the lifetime,
the people who loved me,
today they are the one who is putting fire on me.
I want to hold them,
yet I couldn't...!!
that was my life after death...!!

Time is changing

We had our good days and we had our bad,
I thought I would never forget the times we had

The time is changing
and our memories are slowly fading
and though times may change
we just have to hope and pray
that someday thing will be okay

the time is changing
but we can't keep holding onto the past,
because we don't know if our past
can be part of our future

and as I shed one last tear
I live in fear
that as the times' change
I will lose you forever.

My Search

My Search.....

I've searched for you
Beyond the stars,
Throughout the years,
And so very far

Somehow I knew
That you were out there,
But that's the thing...
I didn't know where.

When I couldn't find you
I just kept crying,
But I couldn't give up...
I had to keep trying.

She’s out there,
I'm thinking.
I continued my search
For the love I was seeking.

From hour to hour,
And from place to place,
I didn't give up
In this heart-rushing race

The days went by,
As well as the years
It had brought me nothing
But painful tears

Then all of a sudden,
There you stood...
Like a beautiful angel
Floating in the woods

Where have you been?
All of my life
I long for the moment
To call you mine.

In love's embrace
We'll be together.
Our love is protected,
And will last forever.

Fate has lead me to you,
The one from above...
My search is over,
I've finally found you,
My one true love.

Are you thinking of me

Are you thinking of me

I look at you and what do I see.
I see a beauty that shines and a heart the glows.
I Look into your eyes and what do I see.
A great peace and gentleness that abides within.
A look at your smile,smiling sweetly at me.
I see a joy that flows and a happiness that grows.
I sit at my pewter thinking of you.
How far across the you seem to be.

At night when all is lonely,
I sit and think of you.
I wish you were here
To love and hold me, too.

But those nights are gone now,
That's why I'm wishing on a star,
That soon we'll be together
And never be apart.

I sit and I think,while I am thinking of you.
Are you thinking of me........

May be I'm not fine.

No one is mine,

may be I m not fine.

No one is mine,
may be I m not fine.

No one cares for me,
No one has tears for me,
No one believes me,
every one says leave me.
If I ever cry,
No one will even ask why,
If I ever die,
No one will cry,
No one says take care,
every one says I don't care,
When I need someone for my self,
I find no one for help,

I don't no why??
May be talking to me they feel shy,
this is my life in which.

"No One is mine,
I m not fine".