Tuesday, 12 September 2017

Discover Youself

Discover yourself and follow your heart...

Life has never promised you anything nor did destiny,
but people in life did promised you,
some said they would never leave your hand,....LIE...!
some said they would LOVE you until death.....LIE...!
some said you were the most precious one.........LIE...!
Life is made up of such beautiful lies...
All that matter is, how you faced the time....
with passing of time you finally realized those were just LIES...
The only question we ask to ourselves,
"Would life be much better without these lies....???"

But the truth is, the time you live on those big lies were the only time you lived...

Everytime

Everytime I see you,
I ran out of my words,
yet everytime we were apart,
I had thousand thought to tell you,
I wonder how to hold the conversation,
When I see you,
Getting lost in those eyes and smile was only thing I do,
I thought of calling you,
your voice is what my heart wants to hear,
But again with racing heart,
I lost in the voice of yours,
Only in the silence I could speak to you,
Because baby I always ran out of words,
whenever I see you. 
How to decide what's in your heart,
where your words contradict,
the action you play,
Baby, you know what,
I can't make you feel important,
when your ignorance made me feel annoyed,
all I want is to hear those words,
only to make this relationship work,
I want to speak to you,
But I am afraid I might not disturb you,
I want to text you,
But baby, I search for reasons to speak to you,
How do I define what I feel for you,
Coz when I try to speak to you,
people stop me to reach you,
I wonder why people are jealous of us,
When I am stuck in between friendship and love for you,
When I don't speak to you,
I gather my words,
to design you in my words,
like I am speaking to you,
Today, you might not hear me,
but one day you'll read,
and understand what I meant to tell you,
but Baby, that day I might not be there to hear you.

Monday, 3 July 2017

Relationships done Wrong

While we are the generation which is regarded as break up done wrong. Ever wonder what is the reason for such breaks up, mental trauma.
Let me tell you few instances where we go wrong in life, the reason why we end up on note of break up in relationship.
Look around yourself and see how many people are settling in..?? Probably, a HELL lot of. People settle into Okay relationships, Okay jobs, Okay friendships, and most importantly Okay life.
I WONDER why only Okay..?? Why not something you deserve. Probably because OKAY is comfortable.... Okay pay bills, it provides warm bed at night.
Many people are fine with okay...and that's Okay.
I tell you okay is not passion, it's not life changing or unforgettable. OKAY is just another reason why you don't want to risk absolutely and everything you got for the smallest change that something absolutely amazing could happen.
Don't settle for okay, love hurts. No, love doesn't hurt, wrong love does, wrong lover hurts. Don't accept something normal and live normal life. Except more, demand more and live more. 
Now where is the problem, why we make fault while choosing the right person..??
Do you know the worst thing a man can do to a women in life..?
It is making her fall in love with you when you have no intentions of loving her back. When you have no intention of loving the girl, it just you find attractive and want to date, and look Macho in society coz you have girlfriend. Than please stay away, you are at wrong place. Men are of manners and chivalry. They know how to treat a women. They are kind and witty and stay loyal in both friendship and love.
And guess what women's mistake is, they choose wrong men and paint all the men as demons. Ladies out there, if your eyes can't see beyond a beard and biceps, then you deserve eyes full of water. There is so much more to men than what camera captures. Don't love a eye feast love a soul food.
You can't cheat on someone if you are in love with them, you just can't do it, you wouldn't even consider doing it. If you can cheat on someone you claim to be in love with, you are not in love, you are just in love with the idea of being in love.  
LOVE is just a rope of sand, in the generation of dates, where people mingle to get dates... True love has lost it's place.
When we date, we search for looks, style, body etc.... How many you have looked for good heart..??
The problem with good heart people is they see best in you when you don't need them. When you are at worst, they will lift you up, keeping aside their priorities. For them the word 'busy' doesn't exist only... They will make time for you, even when you don't make for them. And you wonder why they are more sensitive and caring people.  They are willing to give so much of themselves with no expectation in return and you think their existence isn't that essential to your well being.. 

Just coz they don't make you work hard for the attention they give you. They accept the love they think they have earned and you accept the love you think you are entitled to.
I'll tell you one thing the day the good heart will give up on you, your skies will turn dark, you'll miss the sunshine in your life, and your world will turn numb. Remember a heart does not turn cold until it's been treated with coldness for a while.
Don't choose people in life with just the outside looks or money or style, just it makes the person looks attractive doesn't mean it's LOVE.... A good book never reveals its secret in once, and you can never judge a book by its cover.
Attraction is a temporary love and love is permanent attraction, just the matter of words but makes a big difference in life.
Just don't enter any relationship just with the idea of being in LOVE.... Don't look for love,  let love find you, that's why it is called falling in love, coz you just fall. 

Sunday, 2 July 2017

अल्फाज़ छिपे कुछ किताबों में

अल्फाज़ से मैं ने खेलना छोड़ दिया, 
किताबों में मैं ने लिखना छोड़ दिया, 
प्यार लिखता था मैं किताब में, तुम्हारे लिए, 
तुम्हारे जाने से मै ने लिखना ही छोड़ दिया ।। 

कलम भी चलती नहीं, 
याद अब तुम्हारी सताती नहीं, 
लफ्ज़ बयान करता था मै,  
जो कभी होठो पे आए नहीं ।। 

अब जब मै लिखने बैठता हू, 
सोचता हू क्या लिखूँ, 
सवारता था तुम्हें शब्दों में, 
किसे सवारू जब साथ तुम नहीं ।। 

दर्द जो था वो बयान कर दिया, 
लिख कर ही तुमसे मै लड़ लिया, 
अब वजह भी नहीं है लड़ने की, 
आखिर तुमने भी तो हमारा साथ छोड़  दिया ।। 

तुम गए मेरी ज़िन्दगी से इस कदर, 
लिखना तो क्या हंसना  तक छोड़ दिया, 
हसी जो थी तुमसे मेरी, 
तुमने तो मेरी वो हसी ही छिन्न ली ।। 

किया हमने भी प्यार बेशुमार, 
शायद कमी कही हम में ही रह गयी होगी, 
नहीं तो छोड़ते ना तुम हमे यूँही, 
कही ना कही इस प्यार में कमी रह गयी होगी....!!